CHAPTER 2 : WAY BACK

On my way back to room... sorry jail room... i remembered the the dialog that she made " u will get your second chance you lucky ***" dont mind she is my lover.. she said this while we were together.. now somebody didnt allow me to reach her today...

ah... reached my room.. i asked them why they didnt kill me.. one guy just said .. " bastard .. u killed and now u got free from death,,, letter from the president.. see how lucky. ..."...... free!!!!!! i couldnt understand that word.. y did they do this to me... " why me".... ah.....

i sat there in the corner.. may be " God dont want me to be with her"

all alone in this room sucks. any how am not going to die.. i felt the tensions... may be he playing with me...

let me enjoy,,.. all my wall i drew pictures of my imagination

in which some showed dark and some light..

i was actually in a struggle..

i wanted to know why he gave me free release.. .. age?? NO IT CANT BE..

she was beautiful .. i stil regret about the day i made such a decision

we were having a happy life in our campus..

every thing good..

why did that guy came in between..

he became my irritation

coz he was nearing to my girl--

like a lion

i slept

too tired after the death program

ahhhhhhh..........

( to be cntd)

CHAPTER 1: MOMENTS OF ROPE

Its what i felt ... when i was sad ,... in my last moments with a rope on my neck , i asked that question once more..

Why me ?

Am unable to see whats going in between.. who behind me... nothing.. my eyes were covered... but i could hear.. and i heard the sound of silence... may be all others were praying for me even though they were mocking...

i felt as if some body is going to pull me..

i was becoming curious..

then i asked ..

"sir,

time not yet came sir?"

"shut up and pray....!!!"

guys with hat on the head shouted at me..

oh .. last 60 secs.. priest praying aloud..

i started feeling the death rope ... and the sound of my man behind me.. oh.. really .. my hands started sweating.. wished to ask a pee break... then understood .. tension to die and tension to know exam results are same..

its only the curiosity...

wen u feel the chocking .. all sweat wil be gone.. wished to smoke..

dont know why people behave like this.. at the last moment ... every one will demand too much.. right now also- my real last seconds.. i wanted to smoke - pee... too much.. suddenly some sound i heard .. its time... but i heard a beep too.. murmers.. 60 secs passed .. nothing happened .. still the rope is tre.. hands are tied legs tied.. why are they not killing me... shit..

"oh.. he is really lucky..."

"his fate is good.."

i asked " wats happening" .. i heard the sound nearing to me.. holded moi hands as if untying.. yes he really did tat.. next moi legs.. all free... oly moi eyes left..

and later i saw very clearly all looking at me as if i was the person responsible for the flight miss... ah..